For now....

Life is indeed unpredictable- one day, you'll see yourself drowning in happiness then the next day you'll feel like you just wanna stab yourself so that you won't feel the pain. I feel so sorry for what happened between my sis and BIL. Last night, after a week-long silence a letter arrived informing us that my sis' divorce is being processed in Japan. Well, of course all of us felt unhappy. The issue could have been resolved if only the couple had a chance to talk. I hate seeing my family like that. My mom and sister were so affected that they even lose their appetite and they cried almost every hour. =( Sometimes, I can't understand why do we have to go through this sH**. My heart is breaking when my mom burst in tears and told my aunt: "Diyos ko, ano bang nangyari sa mga anak ko, yung panganay disgrasyada. yung bunso bente anyos palang eto separada na." haay, I want to break down but of course, as always I need to show everyone that I am strong. A lot of things are running through my mind now (doubt, sadness, revenge) It's just the start of the year and it's been a roller coaster this early! I do hope that things will get better. I am optimistic that happiness will come our way. I am praying solemnly that soon, all wounds will heal, all sufferings will come to an end and soon only love and kindness will reign our hearts.