Friday, October 14, 2011

Loosing weight... missing my old body...

I love pregnancy, and all of the changes, but I do look forward to being healthy and back in shape again. Before I got pregnant i measured 35"- 24 1/2"- 35" and weighed 101 lbs. and now a month after I gave birth to Xian, It's kinda frustrating to know that i hit 36"- 27"- 37" and weighed 116 lbs.. I am seeing some "love marks" too around my belly. Good thing that sunflower oil is a big help in minimizing my marks. I love Xian and all, but whew! I love my flat tummy and I worked hard to have that. How I wish I am allowed to do an intense exercise to get my old figure back.. Well, I have to blame my CS operation for that! If only I am NSD mom, probably, I'll be back with hoola and retry pole dancing by next week or two. I am excited to wear my old fitted dresses with my high heels on... Geese! could this be a postpartum depression?!? I hope not.


The pic above is the proof on how my body turned into....urrgh! never mind. Out of disappointment, eto.. nagmake-face pa... (sigh..) The linea negra is still there, plus my CS scar lying diagonally on my bikini line looks so disgusting ... I wanna get my old body back..=(

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